Hello! Gentle reminder: You don't have to plead to God. He understands the weak, the lonely, the despairing. How? He was weak, barely moves an inch on the cross. He was lonely, rejected by the world, even the apostles. He was suffering, unwanted, pleading, thirsty, wounded and longing for the Father saying "Father, Father, why have You forsaken me?" So brother, if Jesus Himself pleaded to the Father and dies for you, how much would He still sacrifice and suffer more just to reach out to you? Humble yourself, kapatid. Believe and be saved. I'll pray for you.